Well, in my case, that is. =p
Yesterday, my sister and I were just randomly chatting, when we realised this: that the people whom you see are always happy; the ones who are always laughing and jolly and happy-go-lucky and all, they are the people who usually have the most hidden dark secrets.
To be honest, I’ve long suspected of this theory, only I never really thought about it and fully realised it until yesterday.
I have personal experiences to back this fact up: That most people who appear not to have a care in the world actually DO have stuff that are bothering them, and that they put on a facade so that other will not know of it, and/or ask too many questions. It’s these people who act happy on the outside, just to maybe attempt to forget the worry at the back of their brains.
I’m not saying that ALL happy people have problems/a dark secret, it’s just that I notice that most do. And for the more dramatic ones, they act happy in front of their friends because they can’t/won’t be happy otherwise.
I knew someone whom, to that person’s few friends, was the craziest, most random, person of the lot. That person was always known to be a shoulder to cry on; the one who was the easiest to make laugh till the tears came out. The one who was never seen without a smile on. Back in school, even as this person was punished for not doing something, the person never took it to heart, and never shed a tear about it. However, back home, that person was rarely happy. In fact, at home is where this person sheds the most tears. A complete contrast to what this person’s friends have seen the entire time, you could say.
So what is the reason I wrote the previous paragraph the way I did?
It is so that this person’s identity remains unknown. Although I know that some of you might have known this person as well, if I had added more information/genderized this character, it may cause a bit of a giveaway as to who it is. So let’s just take this character as an anonymous person, ‘kay?
Anyways, so yeah. I have no idea what made me write this at almost 6 in the freaking morning, but I think that’s when I ponder/think about stuff the most.
On a different note though…
IT’S ALMOST CHRISTMAS~!!