It’s been a while, yes?
And within these few days, I was ‘blessed’ enough to realise what my priorities are. I won’t mention exactly what it is or how it came about, just that I did.
I was able to revisit what I had thought to have given up upon, involuntarily, and found that my feelings had indeed been true. I only missed it because of the company, not the other thing. I HATE the other thing.
I also hate a person in particular who is related to that thing. Actually, I think it’s safe to say that this person is the main reason for my dislike.
But that revisiting trip made me all the more sure of what I want. The challenge now is to actually MAKE IT HAPPEN.