There’s something going on in my heart that’s unsettling.
It has been going on for close to a month now, and it will definitely be the death of me. swt
As usual, I will not divulge the details here due to the very dangerous fact that it is public for all to see if they ever happen to come across this post.
Somehow I know, that nothing good can come out of this unsettlement. But yet, my stubborn heart yearns for it. It keeps hoping and wishing that it might not be all bad after all, and that the result will be favourable. But my brain begs to differ.
They say always listen to your heart. But should I, really, when most of the time when it comes to matters of the heart/emotional problems, my heart emits wishful thinking, not seeing the thing as it is.
What should I do? eh? >< =/